it has been two weeks since i left manila, usually i get terribly homesick for the first few days after i arrive here at work.  missing my loved ones is the main reason of feeling that way, well i think everybody here feels the same way as i am. 

oftentimes i just try to hide and ignore it.  i remind myself that if i do not have this job i am fucked.  bigtime.  i don’t want to end up asking financial support to my parents (again?!) at this stage of my life.  that will degrade me.

anyways, my life goes on here in the middle of nowhere..  tomorrow’s just another day.