Monthly Archives: January 2010

kaspersky

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last night i installed a kaspersky anti-virus software in my new sony vaio laptop.  i have always been a norton user but this time i thought of changing and trying this one from kaspersky.  aside from hearing good feedbacks from people whom i know who were using kaspersky, it was way cheaper compared to norton and i was on a tight budget. 

when i searched and viewed a kaspersky fan page at facebook, posted on the wall were people from around the world openly asking for activation codes and giving out links of websites full of how-to’s and codes to have the software installed on their computers for free or let’s say, illegally.  i don’t really give a f_ck about them doing that but i’m just not into it.  i’d rather save and spend some money to purchase it than to get it that way.

mrs. neely

Posted by rob on

toward the end of sunday service, the minister asked,  ‘how many of you have forgiven your  enemies?’

80%  held up their hands.

the  minister then repeated his question.

all  responded this time, except one small elderly lady.

‘mrs. neely?’; ‘are you not willing to forgive your enemies?’

‘i don’t have any.’  she replied, smiling sweetly.

‘mrs. neely, that is very unusual.  how old are you?’

‘ninety-eight.’  she replied.

‘oh, mrs. neely, would you please come down in front & tell us all how a person can live  ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in  the world?’ 

the little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said:

 ‘i’ve outlived the  bitches.’

hate me

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i have to block out thoughts of you, so i don’t lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
there’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you, will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
and will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you
hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

i’m sober now for three whole months
it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won’t touch again
in my sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
so I’ll drive so fucking far away that i’ll never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you
hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i have made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes cry and i held your face in my hand
and then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be

and then she whispered “how can you do this to me?” 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you
hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you . . .