rebirthing

 

i lie here paralytic
inside this soul
screaming for you till my throat is numb 
i wanna break out i need a way out 
i don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
the worst is the waiting
in this womb i’m suffocating

feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen 
i take you in
i’ve died

rebirthing now 
i wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
breathe for the first time now
i come alive somehow
rebirthing now 
i wanna live my life wanna give you everything
breathe for the first time now
i come alive somehow

i lie here lifeless
in this cocoon
shedding my skin cause
i’m ready to 
i wanna break out
i found a way out 
i don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
the worst is the waiting
in this womb i’m suffocating

tell me when i’m gonna live again
tell me when i’m gonna breathe you in
tell me when i’m gonna feel inside
tell me when i’m gonna feel alive

tell me when i’m gonna live again
tell me when this fear will end
tell me when i’m gonna feel inside
tell me when i’ll feel alive . . .

mall of dhahran

 just recently, i was able to visit mall of dhahran, a 1,000,000 sq. feet single storey shopping mall.  i considered it as a ‘paradise’ to shoppers for it offers a range of retail international stores.  almost all the stores were on sale the day i was there, offering up to 70% off on some items.  armed with a few riyals (haha!) i started my “bargain hunting” . .

i never realized until i checked my watch that i have walked for about four hours already and i have not even finished checking the other stores.  one thing i noticed was some of the stores have no fitting rooms (like the gap) and all the sales people were all men (even on lingerie stores!), the shops also closes during prayer time so you just have to patiently wait till it gets done.

kaspersky

last night i installed a kaspersky anti-virus software in my new sony vaio laptop.  i have always been a norton user but this time i thought of changing and trying this one from kaspersky.  aside from hearing good feedbacks from people whom i know who were using kaspersky, it was way cheaper compared to norton and i was on a tight budget. 

when i searched and viewed a kaspersky fan page at facebook, posted on the wall were people from around the world openly asking for activation codes and giving out links of websites full of how-to’s and codes to have the software installed on their computers for free or let’s say, illegally.  i don’t really give a f_ck about them doing that but i’m just not into it.  i’d rather save and spend some money to purchase it than to get it that way.